Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Turning Back Time

Do you ever wish you can turn back time and change one moment? I never have until now. Last Sunday I accidentally erased the last four months of family videos off of our flash drive. They're gone. Forever. Aurora's first Christmas and all. I am extremely devastated and wish more than anything that I can turn back time to that day. It's been a week and a half and I still replay the moment in my mind over and over again thinking about how I could have made different decisions in that moment. I'm beating myself up about it. It's very frustrating! Especially since I can't do anything about it and I don't have anyone to mourn with me.  How can I ease my sorrow?

2 comments:

Jeff and Darlene said...

I remember erasing photos I had of Isabela, I can't remember what they were now but, I do remember crying. I am so sorry that happened to you, its so hard to lose something like that. Just keep making the memories, I know nothing will replace those photos, but at least you can keep taking more.

Jenn said...

This makes my heart hurt!